Off to my sisters for a bit,
Then town if i can be bothered.
Saturday, 31 March 2012
Friday, 30 March 2012
Feeling happy and very optimistic today.
Had a lovely chat with my dad about his childhood :)
Saw my beautiful niece,
I cant wait to have kids of my own.
Having such a big family has made me want them so much!
Went to Ikea with my friends to re-enact some scenes from 500 days of summer,
Cause were so cool...
Now im sat at home,
Glass of wine,
And all i can do is look at old photos and smile.
I really did love her :)
Im glad i have so many happy thoughts and memories of us.
X
Had a lovely chat with my dad about his childhood :)
Saw my beautiful niece,
I cant wait to have kids of my own.
Having such a big family has made me want them so much!
Went to Ikea with my friends to re-enact some scenes from 500 days of summer,
Cause were so cool...
Now im sat at home,
Glass of wine,
And all i can do is look at old photos and smile.
I really did love her :)
Im glad i have so many happy thoughts and memories of us.
X
Tuesday, 27 March 2012
Made plans to go into town tomorrow and have some ice cream.
Cheer myself up and then come home and sit in the sun.
Hopefully will be a nice day.
Im not that tired yet,
But i should really get some sleep.
My heads been hurting all day from over thinking.
Feeling like i made mistakes and made the wrong decisions.
I guess i cant change them now.
I just want to talk to you.
But i know i cant.
Why's it all so hard?
x
Cheer myself up and then come home and sit in the sun.
Hopefully will be a nice day.
Im not that tired yet,
But i should really get some sleep.
My heads been hurting all day from over thinking.
Feeling like i made mistakes and made the wrong decisions.
I guess i cant change them now.
I just want to talk to you.
But i know i cant.
Why's it all so hard?
x
Hate
I hate that i still love you,
I hate that i still miss you,
I thought this would get easier.
Why isnt it?
Why do i torture myself thinking of you in more than a bestfriend way every single fucking day?
:(
Fuck it all.
Im feeling myself slipping back into a shit place.
x
I hate that i still miss you,
I thought this would get easier.
Why isnt it?
Why do i torture myself thinking of you in more than a bestfriend way every single fucking day?
:(
Fuck it all.
Im feeling myself slipping back into a shit place.
x
Monday, 26 March 2012
E
I got asked why i have an E on a piece of string around my wrist today.
My reply was,
"Oh its the initial of my ex girlfriend, she's still my bestfriend though.
We dont speak at the moment whislt she's getting better but im sure she knows that i still think of her everday. She was probably the best thing to happen to me, she opened my eyes and made me alot more open minded than i already was. I have alot of admiration for her, i miss her everyday and i will always love her. Regardless of who else i fall in love with she will always be part of my heart."
Its probably the nicest thing ive ever said about anyone and tbh its all true. I felt so much better after i said it.
She just needs to see shes stronger than she thinks and im always here for her. Always.
X
My reply was,
"Oh its the initial of my ex girlfriend, she's still my bestfriend though.
We dont speak at the moment whislt she's getting better but im sure she knows that i still think of her everday. She was probably the best thing to happen to me, she opened my eyes and made me alot more open minded than i already was. I have alot of admiration for her, i miss her everyday and i will always love her. Regardless of who else i fall in love with she will always be part of my heart."
Its probably the nicest thing ive ever said about anyone and tbh its all true. I felt so much better after i said it.
She just needs to see shes stronger than she thinks and im always here for her. Always.
X
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