Sunday, 13 May 2012


If only you could see, See that im not as happy as you make out. Of course i wish i still had you in my life. We were perfect. I miss you everyday. I'll always love you regardless. I look at photos and smile, I read letters and cry, I watch videos and laugh. You did make me happy. But when you were with me, You couldnt fully be happy cause you wanted to be trans, And i couldnt deal with it, ill always be here for you though. You should know this. Nemo. Dory <3

Wednesday, 9 May 2012


Again! What is it? I actually ended it with him, everything he did pissed me off. Every tiny thing pissed me off. I feel like im in such a rush to fall in love again and im not ready. Part of my heart is still stuck on her. Hoping that things will change. Of course i still miss her. I dont think i ever will. I wish we could be friends. But i know we cant cause we both fall back in love with eachother. I think she saw me in my underwear through the window the other day. I had a little chuckle to myself. I'll always be here.

Monday, 7 May 2012


Being alone, no one for me to hurt, no one to hurt me. That the way its going to be. Look after myself and just be by myself. I want to hate you but i cant. I just want to be happy. Whys that so hard?


Realising you miss someone you shouldn't, Realising you arn't fully over them. Fucking stupid brain, Fucking stupid heart. Fuck.

Tuesday, 1 May 2012


Don't know what to say. I can't control what someone gets on their body, But yet im the one upset over what you think. Why do you still manage to upset me? Why do i still care about your opinion? I hoped that one day we could of been friends. But that doesn't seem likely now. You hate me. And yeah it kinda still hurts.