tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91375925886182000022024-02-07T15:45:59.664-08:00Do you want fries with that?Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.comBlogger51125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-50297957920504480822012-08-02T15:26:00.001-07:002012-08-02T15:26:25.845-07:00ContentI feel so content right now,
Seeing you made everything okay,
I've missed you so much.
I never stopped thinking of you,
Always in my heart and i always thought of you as a best friend.
I never wanted to loose you.
Im so glad we can be friends.
Have chats about old times,
Laugh and hang out.
Love you always Nemo xDare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-60848121608547947512012-08-01T00:30:00.002-07:002012-08-01T00:30:39.612-07:00I said hurtful things too.
I was hurt when we broke up, It was something i had to do though.
I never wanted to loose you.
I hope we can start again,
Be friends.
I hope you are strong enough cause I wouldnt want you seeing me to ruin how far you've come.
what if?Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-60508185398471728272012-07-31T14:25:00.000-07:002012-07-31T14:25:52.982-07:00What ifIm glad you're happy.
Im glad something good has happened.
Your happy and that makes me happy.
Its all i ever wanted for you.
You know that.
Reading something that brings a lump to the back of your throat.
All i want to do is see you, give you a massive hug and hear about how good things are going for you.
Have a coffee in the usual Starbucks.
I know it wont happen but its nice to dream eh?Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-67991860212736209622012-07-17T11:00:00.000-07:002012-07-17T11:00:00.769-07:00ChangesOh how things have changed,
In 2 months ill be in my new flat,
Finally getting out of Warrington and moving to Liverpool.
Im so excited and cant wait to start a fresh page.
A gorgeous city centre apartment filled with all my crap,
Perfect!
As much as things change,
New job,
Moving cities,
Amazing friends and a lovely boyfriend.
Ill never forget when my heart was opened up to you.
I still think about you highly and hope that one day soon,
We could be friends again.
I guess time will tell,
But im so happy that you seem happy,
and finally living life how you've always wanted to live it.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-68630425233011429932012-06-15T07:46:00.001-07:002012-06-15T07:46:34.078-07:00You're never far from my thoughts,
I just wish it wasn't this way.
I'll always care.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-26193905654945898752012-06-13T14:29:00.002-07:002012-06-13T14:29:46.094-07:00somedaysSomedays I still wish you were part of my life,
I do something and just instantly remember you,
Like I know you'd be sat there laughing your head off at me.
But your not,
It's like we were never anything,
You've moved on,
I've moved on,
Yet so many things still trigger my feelings for you.
It's like I will always have an emtional connection you.
Something that I guess I will never loose.
I just hope that you still think of me as I think of you.
Cause you're still high up there.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-75380250475707759382012-05-13T07:04:00.000-07:002012-05-13T07:04:18.834-07:00HappinessIf only you could see,
See that im not as happy as you make out.
Of course i wish i still had you in my life.
We were perfect.
I miss you everyday.
I'll always love you regardless.
I look at photos and smile,
I read letters and cry,
I watch videos and laugh.
You did make me happy.
But when you were with me,
You couldnt fully be happy cause you wanted to be trans,
And i couldnt deal with it,
ill always be here for you though.
You should know this.
Nemo.
Dory
<3Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-13708220885650978822012-05-09T23:29:00.000-07:002012-05-09T23:29:17.323-07:00SingleAgain!
What is it?
I actually ended it with him, everything he did pissed me off.
Every tiny thing pissed me off.
I feel like im in such a rush to fall in love again and im not ready.
Part of my heart is still stuck on her.
Hoping that things will change.
Of course i still miss her.
I dont think i ever will.
I wish we could be friends.
But i know we cant cause we both fall back in love with eachother.
I think she saw me in my underwear through the window the other day.
I had a little chuckle to myself.
I'll always be here.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-73650644113050935112012-05-07T12:43:00.001-07:002012-05-07T12:43:08.830-07:00EasierBeing alone, no one for me to hurt, no one to hurt me.
That the way its going to be. Look after myself and just be by myself.
I want to hate you but i cant.
I just want to be happy.
Whys that so hard?Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-8992994449144101282012-05-07T11:15:00.001-07:002012-05-07T11:15:12.126-07:00FuckRealising you miss someone you shouldn't,
Realising you arn't fully over them.
Fucking stupid brain,
Fucking stupid heart.
Fuck.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-72062413715021930972012-05-01T14:52:00.001-07:002012-05-01T14:52:20.484-07:00WordsDon't know what to say.
I can't control what someone gets on their body,
But yet im the one upset over what you think.
Why do you still manage to upset me?
Why do i still care about your opinion?
I hoped that one day we could of been friends.
But that doesn't seem likely now.
You hate me.
And yeah it kinda still hurts.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-70300300481076299002012-04-26T12:37:00.001-07:002012-04-26T12:37:28.176-07:00:)I cant wait to get my little finger tattoo's next month.
Getting a pea, Dory's fin and Nemo's fin.
Regardless of whats happened.
I'll never hate you,
I'll never forget about you,
Never stop loving you,
Cause you were one of the best things to happen to me.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-88964414004381995852012-04-24T11:00:00.000-07:002012-04-24T11:00:53.207-07:00HopeI still hope that one day we will be friends again.
Be able to sit and watch films like old times.
You seem like you're heading in the right direction now,
and it makes me happy.
As much as i said i was done with you,
I'll never be done cause you'll always be in my heart.
Guess i was just a bit upset.
xxxDare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-7414652033324211472012-04-17T15:40:00.000-07:002012-04-17T15:40:30.554-07:00how can youSay i gave you shit when it was me that was always there for you?!<br />
Yeah stand up for yourself,<br />
Just never forget it was me that loved you.<br />
God im so fucking upset right now!Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-10297364869107211742012-04-15T11:41:00.002-07:002012-04-15T11:41:42.870-07:00WowSo is that what you want?<br />
For me to be hit by a bus cause im such a slag?<br />
Ok,<br />
I hope I do get hit by one and then you can live with the guilt of saying that.<br />
Thats by far the most hurtful thing you've said about me.<br />
I was there for you when no one else was.<br />
Fucking remember that.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-55080320752676222642012-04-11T06:06:00.000-07:002012-04-11T06:06:20.943-07:00:)I'm happy,<br />
I've been getting that butterfly feeling in my stomach,<br />
We suit,<br />
Were like a perfect match.<br />
Fuck it.<br />
I'm a happy fucking girl.<br />
It's about time I made myself happy and worries about just me.<br />
After all,<br />
I should be number one.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-90892593875404706452012-04-06T05:51:00.000-07:002012-04-06T05:51:14.828-07:00My heart was pounding out my chest,<br />
My hands felt clammy,<br />
I saw you,<br />
My heart melted,<br />
I smiled.<br />
The wasn't any awakwardness,<br />
No,<br />
It was just like normal,<br />
Having a giggle and a cuddle.<br />
But that cuddle meant more to me than you think.<br />
I could feel you breathing,<br />
Feel your heart beating as fast as mine.<br />
Ill always love you.<br />
I think you know this now.<br />
But people really do have a lot to live up to after you.<br />
And im not just talking about the cheesy grins ;)Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-18679945463184760102012-04-06T02:15:00.000-07:002012-04-06T02:15:58.031-07:00I want to ask you to go for a walk with me.<br />
So I can see how you are.<br />
I miss you.<br />
It doesn't get any easier.<br />
I have some of your clothes here still.<br />
I don't think I'll ever stop loving you.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-79353476659785964962012-04-05T13:57:00.001-07:002012-04-05T13:57:32.549-07:00hairSo im sat with a bottle of bleach on my whole head.<br />
Its itching and getting rather hot.<br />
I cant wait to have a new colour,<br />
Ive had black hair for so long!<br />
Eeeee<br />
Im excited! :DDare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-7023723178997912892012-04-01T15:08:00.000-07:002012-04-01T15:08:56.759-07:00:(I could really do with a cuddle,<br />
And a chat from the person i miss.<br />
I've got a sore back from where a fucking dog has bitten me.<br />
My arm is killing from the injection they gave me.<br />
I feel like shit.<br />
:(Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-30498458905371916222012-03-31T01:38:00.000-07:002012-03-31T01:38:09.072-07:00Off to my sisters for a bit,<br />
Then town if i can be bothered.Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-14304316450221658952012-03-30T16:15:00.001-07:002012-03-30T16:15:36.132-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWM9dQJfsNi8VDdQUyIUyNS99SRJ9HE9uT7uEzuGkLaFimTZu9P6XPltJOSp9_6iScgBcqNeaRehv01KfDLaAt0O6wPDt6hLk-rL9ixLEIwZs7wM-hqELl9SldvCZU-PpX3slLAaqbXox2/s1600/Snapshot_20120126_11.JPG" imageanchor="1" style=""><img border="0" height="240" width="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWM9dQJfsNi8VDdQUyIUyNS99SRJ9HE9uT7uEzuGkLaFimTZu9P6XPltJOSp9_6iScgBcqNeaRehv01KfDLaAt0O6wPDt6hLk-rL9ixLEIwZs7wM-hqELl9SldvCZU-PpX3slLAaqbXox2/s320/Snapshot_20120126_11.JPG" /></a></div>Dare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-38746134412289717672012-03-30T13:32:00.000-07:002012-03-30T13:32:42.362-07:00Feeling happy and very optimistic today.<br />
Had a lovely chat with my dad about his childhood :)<br />
Saw my beautiful niece,<br />
I cant wait to have kids of my own.<br />
Having such a big family has made me want them so much!<br />
Went to Ikea with my friends to re-enact some scenes from 500 days of summer,<br />
Cause were so cool...<br />
Now im sat at home,<br />
Glass of wine,<br />
And all i can do is look at old photos and smile.<br />
I really did love her :)<br />
Im glad i have so many happy thoughts and memories of us.<br />
XDare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-57899104773530809702012-03-27T17:27:00.002-07:002012-03-27T17:27:28.658-07:00Hold out your hand and lean upon me, I'll be the one to make you smile againDare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9137592588618200002.post-12532066892752576002012-03-27T16:35:00.000-07:002012-03-27T16:35:30.966-07:00Made plans to go into town tomorrow and have some ice cream.<br />
Cheer myself up and then come home and sit in the sun.<br />
Hopefully will be a nice day.<br />
Im not that tired yet,<br />
But i should really get some sleep.<br />
My heads been hurting all day from over thinking.<br />
Feeling like i made mistakes and made the wrong decisions.<br />
I guess i cant change them now.<br />
I just want to talk to you.<br />
But i know i cant.<br />
Why's it all so hard?<br />
xDare to bloghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15272796408707735596noreply@blogger.com0