6 Sugars

You don't think i check your blog,
Yet i check it every single day,
You wrote a post today and i think it was about me.
I smiled a Cheshire Cat grin reading it,
It cheered me up and made me feel all jittery inside.
You said everything i wanted to hear from you.

I want you to know that I love you too.
I wouldn't be who i am today with out you.
Its me and you against the world and to be honest,
It sounds perfect.

How you ruined me.

I hate how you have made me,
How i'm now scared im going to ruin this new relationship because of how you've made me,
How you've made me become an insecure, paranoid mess.
But one day i will make you pay,
For all the punches, harsh words and lies.
Im happier now,
I've found a girl and she makes me feel incredible,
Like i'm the only one that matters,
I just wish i could let her know how i really feel about her,
She is starting to mean everything to me.
I can't see myself without her,
She's becoming my everything.
I can't let the past ruin my present and future.
I won't let him.