Truth

I miss you,
As a girlfriend and as a best friend.
But it just cant be that way,
I wanted you as a best friend and you backed away,
This week ive enjoyed myself,
Seen my friends and drank too much.
But i didnt see you,
I wanted to but you were busy.
I was honest with you and it back fired on me.
I want to be happy and it was you who used to make me happy months ago,
But we know that we cant be together.
It just wont work,
You need to focus on yourself,
Get better.
I need to focus on me and make myself better and happier.
Im fed up of feeling low.
Why cant you understand when i understood everything about you?