If only you could see,
See that im not as happy as you make out.
Of course i wish i still had you in my life.
We were perfect.
I miss you everyday.
I'll always love you regardless.
I look at photos and smile,
I read letters and cry,
I watch videos and laugh.
You did make me happy.
But when you were with me,
You couldnt fully be happy cause you wanted to be trans,
And i couldnt deal with it,
ill always be here for you though.
You should know this.