Content

I feel so content right now, Seeing you made everything okay, I've missed you so much. I never stopped thinking of you, Always in my heart and i always thought of you as a best friend. I never wanted to loose you. Im so glad we can be friends. Have chats about old times, Laugh and hang out. Love you always Nemo x

I said hurtful things too. I was hurt when we broke up, It was something i had to do though. I never wanted to loose you. I hope we can start again, Be friends. I hope you are strong enough cause I wouldnt want you seeing me to ruin how far you've come. what if?

What if

Im glad you're happy. Im glad something good has happened. Your happy and that makes me happy. Its all i ever wanted for you. You know that. Reading something that brings a lump to the back of your throat. All i want to do is see you, give you a massive hug and hear about how good things are going for you. Have a coffee in the usual Starbucks. I know it wont happen but its nice to dream eh?

Changes

Oh how things have changed, In 2 months ill be in my new flat, Finally getting out of Warrington and moving to Liverpool. Im so excited and cant wait to start a fresh page. A gorgeous city centre apartment filled with all my crap, Perfect! As much as things change, New job, Moving cities, Amazing friends and a lovely boyfriend. Ill never forget when my heart was opened up to you. I still think about you highly and hope that one day soon, We could be friends again. I guess time will tell, But im so happy that you seem happy, and finally living life how you've always wanted to live it.

You're never far from my thoughts, I just wish it wasn't this way. I'll always care.

somedays

Somedays I still wish you were part of my life, I do something and just instantly remember you, Like I know you'd be sat there laughing your head off at me. But your not, It's like we were never anything, You've moved on, I've moved on, Yet so many things still trigger my feelings for you. It's like I will always have an emtional connection you. Something that I guess I will never loose. I just hope that you still think of me as I think of you. Cause you're still high up there.

Happiness

If only you could see, See that im not as happy as you make out. Of course i wish i still had you in my life. We were perfect. I miss you everyday. I'll always love you regardless. I look at photos and smile, I read letters and cry, I watch videos and laugh. You did make me happy. But when you were with me, You couldnt fully be happy cause you wanted to be trans, And i couldnt deal with it, ill always be here for you though. You should know this. Nemo. Dory <3