Thursday, 26 April 2012


I cant wait to get my little finger tattoo's next month. Getting a pea, Dory's fin and Nemo's fin. Regardless of whats happened. I'll never hate you, I'll never forget about you, Never stop loving you, Cause you were one of the best things to happen to me.

Tuesday, 24 April 2012


I still hope that one day we will be friends again. Be able to sit and watch films like old times. You seem like you're heading in the right direction now, and it makes me happy. As much as i said i was done with you, I'll never be done cause you'll always be in my heart. Guess i was just a bit upset. xxx

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

how can you

Say i gave you shit when it was me that was always there for you?!
Yeah stand up for yourself,
Just never forget it was me that loved you.
God im so fucking upset right now!

Sunday, 15 April 2012


So is that what you want?
For me to be hit by a bus cause im such a slag?
I hope I do get hit by one and then you can live with the guilt of saying that.
Thats by far the most hurtful thing you've said about me.
I was there for you when no one else was.
Fucking remember that.

Wednesday, 11 April 2012


I'm happy,
I've been getting that butterfly feeling in my stomach,
We suit,
Were like a perfect match.
Fuck it.
I'm a happy fucking girl.
It's about time I made myself happy and worries about just me.
After all,
I should be number one.

Friday, 6 April 2012

My heart was pounding out my chest,
My hands felt clammy,
I saw you,
My heart melted,
I smiled.
The wasn't any awakwardness,
It was just like normal,
Having a giggle and a cuddle.
But that cuddle meant more to me than you think.
I could feel you breathing,
Feel your heart beating as fast as mine.
Ill always love you.
I think you know this now.
But people really do have a lot to live up to after you.
And im not just talking about the cheesy grins ;)
I want to ask you to go for a walk with me.
So I can see how you are.
I miss you.
It doesn't get any easier.
I have some of your clothes here still.
I don't think I'll ever stop loving you.

Thursday, 5 April 2012


So im sat with a bottle of bleach on my whole head.
Its itching and getting rather hot.
I cant wait to have a new colour,
Ive had black hair for so long!
Im excited! :D

Sunday, 1 April 2012


I could really do with a cuddle,
And a chat from the person i miss.
I've got a sore back from where a fucking dog has bitten me.
My arm is killing from the injection they gave me.
I feel like shit.